Like you really wanted to know

Hasn't been a week yet since we discovered our new gift.  Slowly we have been breaking the news to family and friends.  I wanted to tell people right away, but on the other hand I didn't.  I have heard story after story of those who were pregnant only to loose the baby.  The chances are 50/50 that you will loose the baby - the same percentage as before, but we are now able to tell so early that more of us know about it when it happens.  I feel good for the most part.  I don't really have any sickness, but I don't feel like eating much.  Strange for me to not want to eat, or to stop eating when I am full.  But right now I am sitting here trying not to freak out.  The dreaded spotting has now occurred.  I know it is "normal" but I haven't had my first real appointment yet and I don't really know what to do with this information.  So for now I am watching the situation throughout the day.  If it stays the same or gets worse I will call and try to talk to someone, if it is done then it is done.  The whole pregnancy thing doesn't even feel real to me yet, so I thought it wouldn't bother me that much if we lost it - but it is.